Sadness....

Why must people die ? Why must they leave their loved ones and dear friends behind with painful memories ? How could their families and beloved one carry on without them in the future ? I have many unanswered questions in my mind now......

My long-time good friend's beloved grandma passed away last morning and it pains me to hear about such news. And just this evening, news of Mr S. Rajaratnam's passing flashed on national TV.

In times like these, I'd wished that I do not have to witness my family members or dearest friends being sick or dying before my very eyes. I'd rather I die first. Ain't I selfish ?