I wanna grow old with him

I can't stop thinking that whenever something good has happened, something bad is bound to be expected soon after.

Although I am facing mountains of stress with work and exams coming up soon, I have him by my side. He is the new man in my life and we have been together for 5 months now. He is my best friend, my confidant and consultant and all is going well currently. However, I can't stop myself from thinking the worst. I am afraid that history will repeat itself again....

I just hope that he will live happily and healthily by my side and that we can have a future together till we grow old. I just hope that God will not take him away from me prematurely. I deserve my love to be with me till I am no longer around in this world right? Please....God.... please....

Bridesmaid I Shall Be

I am gonna be a bridesmaid not once but twice in a row, starting 18 Dec '08 and next January! I have never been one before and one of my China colleagues mentioned that a girl should not become a bridesmaid more than 3 times, unless she does not want to get hitch !

Is this true or just a fallacy?