I wanna grow old with him
I can't stop thinking that whenever something good has happened, something bad is bound to be expected soon after.
Although I am facing mountains of stress with work and exams coming up soon, I have him by my side. He is the new man in my life and we have been together for 5 months now. He is my best friend, my confidant and consultant and all is going well currently. However, I can't stop myself from thinking the worst. I am afraid that history will repeat itself again....
I just hope that he will live happily and healthily by my side and that we can have a future together till we grow old. I just hope that God will not take him away from me prematurely. I deserve my love to be with me till I am no longer around in this world right? Please....God.... please....
Although I am facing mountains of stress with work and exams coming up soon, I have him by my side. He is the new man in my life and we have been together for 5 months now. He is my best friend, my confidant and consultant and all is going well currently. However, I can't stop myself from thinking the worst. I am afraid that history will repeat itself again....
I just hope that he will live happily and healthily by my side and that we can have a future together till we grow old. I just hope that God will not take him away from me prematurely. I deserve my love to be with me till I am no longer around in this world right? Please....God.... please....
posted by lonelychinesegal at
10/22/2008 01:31:00 AM
2 Comments:
:) you silly girl, of course he'll grow old and healthy with you. Every person and circumstances is different, even every relationship with different people are different so I don't think anything bad is going to happen. Remember everything comes from our mind, you keep thinking it, it might occur so stop :)!! Think happy thoughts like times when you guys are together and stuff :)
By
heatherina, at 22 October, 2008 22:07
Thanks girl !!
By
lonelychinesegal, at 23 October, 2008 12:44
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