As Free As a Bird

I feel very happy and carefree lately.

I had the company of long-time good friends.

I kept myself buried in work and had almost no time to think about rubbish and "ill fate of sorts".

I was enlightened yesterday after many months of mental and physicall suffering.

At least, I was told that I did not cause the deaths of my loved ones, directly or indirectly. The Great One Above knows too. I am not a jinx who caused deaths. Yes, I used to think that I am a ill-fated 扫把星. But not anymore. Tears, anger and pain used to engulf me blindly and overwhelmingly. Not anymore. Maybe my theshold for pain is getting increasingly smaller. Am I on the road to recovery ? Should be ba... If not, I may suffer from depression sooner or later....

I am enjoying my once long-lost freedom, as free as a bird.

I am that happy that I wished I had wings to fly ^-^

Nope, I am not in love romantically. At least, not me.

I wanna keep my emotions for the right one, not just for anyone.


Till then,

happy little miss sacred