lonely chinese gal

Sunday, November 27, 2005

It's bye-bye to November 2005 soon

November, it's the month with the most birthdays, weddings and seasonal holidays.

November, is one of my favourite months of the year because it is the month which I am born and also the month of many of my happier memories.

November also simplifies that the year is coming to an end, urging people, especially the lazier ones (including myself) to think of achievable resolutions for the brand new year. Before I knew it, I had have friends texting me greetings for year 2006 aka the year of the dog ! And it was not even December yet !

Let me think of what I did or had happened to me for the past 2 years, the worst, loneliest & most miserable 2 years of my life :

February 2004 - It's the start of the Monkey Year, my year, also touted to be the 犯太岁 year for those born in the year of the Monkey, which proves to be fatal in the following months ahead...

May 2004 - My then bf was diagnosed with cancer

January 2005 - My then bf passed away

February 2005 - I went to JB, Malaysia, alone

April 2005 - My maiden Bangkok trip

June 2005 - My dad's sudden demise and my 2nd/last trip to Ho Chi Minh City

July 2005 - Leaving my 2.75 year-old job for another, only to leave the latter again

September 2005 - Another trip to JB, Malaysia

November 2005 - My maiden voyage to KL, Malaysia & my 1st time in a yoga class

I realised that I had been travelling around South East Asia throughout the year, which was simply amazing coz it was my very first time stepping foot in Bangkok & Kuala Lumpur !

My short-term plans or plans for the year 2006 at the moment are to :-

1) Work hard to earn as much money as possible in my new stint as I wanna be more independent and a super career woman
2) Hope to find a new beau real soon, someone who loves me for who I am & someone I would really cherish and dote on
3) Travel to Taiwan, HK or South Korea

I hope that the above 3 wouldn't be too hard for me to achieve, for I am no longer a little idealistic girl, happy in the past with just a fixed amount of salary every month, knock off at a fixed time everyday, doing the same thing everyday and leading the same robotic life over and over again. I want to be successful, I want to be rich and I want someone who will take care and love me for the rest of my life, making me cry no more. Someone who will outlive me.

I wanna live happily after ever !

4 Comments:

  • First...thanks for linking me.

    So sorry to see that you've gone thru so much in just a year. but i think u r still going on strong despite all the bad happenings. may 2006 be a better year for you. good luck!

    By Blogger absolutjoiz, at 28 November, 2005 00:06  

  • Its kinda sentimental to look back to what had been happening for a year. You re strong.. take care of yourself, i believe in love.

    btw, do you enjoy yoga? I am a big fan.. feel free to talk to me..

    By Blogger Ris, at 28 November, 2005 13:55  

  • Good luck!

    Dare to dream, dare to succeed!

    By Blogger Nobody, at 02 December, 2005 16:04  

  • Stay positive and all your dreams will come true. May what ever your heart desire will be yours.
    Good luck ,gal.
    It was hard for us during the early years of marriage but now glad to say we are comfortable now with our lives.

    By Blogger thquah, at 11 December, 2005 15:29  

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