Various thoughts......

I received a missed private call yesterday or 2 days ago, at around 1055hr. Very few people I know call me using a private number. Even if my close friends call me using their home private number, and if I was busy and did not pick up the call/s, they will sms me after that.

I suspect it was from her. His mother.

Because, Ching Ming is coming.

Because, we have to arrange to go Mandai to pay our respects to him.

Because, his uncle (her younger brother) is supposed to pick me up as he stay near me.

Because, because, because.....

I am, in fact, still glad that she called me :)

At least, she still wants me to pay my respects to him, together with her family.

Can see how her family is getting on.

Can KPO a bit.

Can talk to him in Mandai liao, because the undertaker claimed that single ladies are not supposed to go to such places alone.

Anyway, who on earth will go to those places alone ?

Yeah, usually those actresses, when acting in those Channel 8 dramas only lor....protraying a "My Sassy Girl's scene", with the lead going to her late bf's grave etc...

Funny though, the private call rang only once.

Maybe she is afraid to "disturb" me.

Maybe she thought is it not convenient to call me anymore.

Maybe she thought I have a new bf liao....

That's why she has her own reservations when calling me ??

I think so, because she is actually a very nice lady to someone who is not her own flesh and blood, coz she told me many times to "make new friends" and live life anew and "dun think too much". She must be hurting inside her. I was too immature that time, I didn't understand her.

I finally comprehen everything now.

开始董了

I will call her tomorrow evening :)


On a lighter note, I am very glad to have met a long-time blogging friend at CFC yesterday. She looks exactly what she looks in her pictures, very lovely, petite and sweet. Got a sweet voice too. Too bad guys ! She is attached liao :)

It was my first time seeing a blogging personna in real life, someone who somehow knows a bit of my life through my blog. My 2nd one will come soon next week when I meet up another sweet and sincere gal who will be coming back to Singapore from overseas where she studied. I was actually excited and full of anticipation when she finally told me that she will be coming back to Singapore ! Dunno why...... Perhaps it is because I always like welcoming friends or relatives back to Singapore after they come back from overseas. Bo liao, haha...